Rants 1230

I guess it happens to every one... There are times when I feel that I'm in a total control of my life. Like a drag racer, I just keep on driving my own car at full speed, not minding which road I am going to take next. All I need is to get THERE, and that's it. There are also times when I feel that I'm losing everything. Things get blurry. Questions arise. Doubts intimidate me. And all I do is to wait until it's over. Amidst all these uncertainties and surprises, I still end up believing that life is made up of pure choices. Somehow, sticking to this belief gives me the guts that I exactly need.

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Dec.30.02